Dear stranger,

If we were to ever meet one day, I hope that you will think that I am a likable person. It’d be great if you also thought that I was cute (LOL) but overall you would think that I was a good person. I hope that I will never meet you if you are someone who would try to ruin my life in any way. Like, you’re not a thief that would steal my stuff or aim to steal my boyfriend. Stranger, I hope that you are a good person too and if we don’t click when we meet, we’d just go our different ways without any negative thoughts about each other.

:3

My dreams.. As in my goals or the ones I wake up remembering?

As for my goals, I guess it would be able to afford to take my future family/kids to Disney World. I don’t want to tell my kids, “We can’t go to Disney World because we can’t afford it.” I want to be able to be there for my kids, take them places they want to go, and give them everything I had growing up, plus more. I know that in order to be able to achieve all of this, I have to take my studies seriously. I’m suppose to graduate next year.. But I’m no where close. I’m going to try mt best to finish school and find a good career.

I remember a lot of the dreams I have every morning I wake up. I would say that I have dreams that worry me and have me in a bad mood in the morning half the time. It usually involves being betrayed and the other person not caring that they hurt me. Then in the other quarter, I’m usually dreaming about pretty normal shit, like going to the groceries, haha. Then there are the dreams that are filled with all sorts of people, elementary - high school friends, friends I’m not friends with anymore, celebrities, etc… Sometimes they’re scandalous LOL but if anything, my life is a lot better in comparison to my dreams.

Dear Lynn,

I was really cruel to you when we were younger. Being born 9 years after me, I didn’t like you much since I was pretty use to being an only child… I clearly remember the day I heard Dad say, “my little princess” to you while pushing you in your stroller with Mom. Let’s just say, I was not happy. I blamed you for a lot of things, you cried all the damn time and you were such a fussy baby. Now that I’m older, I notice that I had been very wrong and mean to you. You’ve grown into a very responsible girl without my help. You strive to get all A’s in school (where the fuck was my drive at your age?!) and you’re such a sweet girl. I’m sure that our parents are so happy to have you, especially after having to deal with my horrible/rebellious self. I hope the best for your future and I really want to become a bigger part of your life. Also, I hope you’ll make a lot of better choices than I did and stay the good girl.. I don’t think our parents can handle another rebel. Plus, they have to deal with William’s hyper crazy ass too -_-

I’ve always loved you, and I will always. 

-Diana

Dear ———

I don’t like being lied to.. I guess I just valued our friendship more than it apparently was. I’ve already talked to you about this, but I really don’t know who else I would want to give a second chance to. I can understand why you lied in the first place.. you dun fuck’d up. And I’m gonna take it as: you lied because you were ashamed of people finding out the truth and judging you. It’s all in the past now, and I know that everyone makes mistakes. Plus, you were going through some shit. Everything between us has gone back to normal, if anything it’s probably a lot better and we’re closer now. I just hope next time, if something happens- you’d let me know and would have enough faith in me to back you up.

What are friends for?

-D